[其他未分类]雪花降临人间---------献给香奈优姬公主

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雪花降临人间***献给香奈优姬公主***

     To Chanel YUKIChanel is one of thenoblest and most aromatic luxury brands in the world. It is my favorite brand.I always rejoice at the sight of beautiful and young Shanghainese girlscarrying Chanel purses in their hands. I feel like I can smell the scentthrough their fingers. TheJapanese word “YUKI” is one of the most romantic Japanese words ever. It means“snow flakes”. And on the very afternoon of January 22nd, 2014, as Iclearlyremember the date, the “snow flakes”,with the fragrance of Chanel, fell downfrom the sky, and shed light into my life.    In my whole life I have been pursuing adream: a beautiful and graceful Shanghainese girl, a real princess, noble anduntouchable, would be willing to spit and trample on my dignity. I would kneeldown in front of this princess and kiss her feet. It would only smell and tastetoo sweet.   Having searched for so long, I was on theverge of giving up. I realized that in no way could I find such a girl. Theyare just too precious to even look at me, and talking to them is like a dreamtoo far away for me to touch. Having tried every possible way to reach out forthat dream, I finally resorted to God. I say my prayers every day and wish mywords would be heard one day.  Ithink God finally heard me on the very afternoon of January 22nd,2014. I was so nervous standing by the door, shivering inside and outside,saying my prayers. I prayed that the precious Lord would cast light into mylife, and lead me into the garden of Real Beauty. And blessed I must have been,for the garden of Real Beauty was laid out right in front of me. WhenI opened the door with my trembling hands, with the first glance of Chanel, Iknew that God had smiled upon me this time. He didn’t fail me this time. It wasthe first time in my life I wasso close to Real Beauty. The graciousness aboutChanel YUKI, her delicate cheek lines, her eyes transparent like two diamonds,and the intoxicating fragrance all around her, paralyzed me to the core,sending me right away to my kneels. The typical Shanghainese girl I have beenseeking all my life.   She moved her hand with grace, and, withoutturning her face, she nodded me an order to bend down, face to the ground, asif I were a dog. Yes, I was a dog. What else could I pretend to be in front ofmy princess? My princess was then completely ignoring me, her boots upon myright cheek, and my left was still tightly pressed upon the ground. I wish timecould freeze and I could permanently live in this moment.   The way she spoke and moved her hand, the wayshe smiled, the way she looked at me with disgust, the way she slapped my face,the way she called me pervert, they were all deeply engraved in my mind. As Itook off my clothes piece by piece, I felt like I was breaking down my soul into pieces, and placing every shattered piecein front of my princess. There was nothing left in me that I could not bring intolight before her. I no longer felt embarrassed or ashamed of myself for being apervert different from anyone else in the world. I am who I am. God taught us,“Ask, and you shall receive.” So I asked for my princess’s saliva, and shesneered in disgust and spat right into my mouth. I was groaning like a beast,naked. I looked into her eyes, and I trembled. She slapped my face so hard thatI felt like my cheek was burning, and looking into her beautiful eyes again, Itrembled more.   The moment came when I took off her boots,slowly, carefully, until her feet were completely exposed. I stared at hersoles in wonder, the wonder so strong that I couldn't help groaning andwriggling in excitement. The fresh scent of her soles, floated through mynostrils, swirled up into my mind, took my soul with it, and led it hightowards Heaven. I closed my eyes and placed her feet upon my face. I laid atpeace, my heart full of joy…..   On my way home, I came across a tree ofSakura blossoms. The blossoming petals were beautiful. They reminded me ofChanel’s delicate face. I was so close to her face, sniffing about her cheeksand hair tucked behind her pearl-like ears.   It was so sweet a dream, a dream that filledmy heart with peace and joy. The silver moonlight cast my shadow on the ground,and under the moonlight, I asked myself, “Do I wake or sleep?”
雪花降临人间－献给香奈优姬公主
     香奈儿是世界上最高贵的香水品牌之一，是我最欣赏的奢饰品品牌。每次看到有年轻漂亮的女孩子手中拿着香奈儿的包包，我总是很兴奋，总感似乎能闻到萦绕在她们手指上的香水味。在日语中，优姬（“YUKI”）是一个非常浪漫的词，它的意思是“雪花”。我清楚地记得，在2014年的1月22日，天空中纷飞着的“雪花”，带着香奈儿的淡淡高贵香味，飘进了我的生命中。在我的生命中我一直在追求着这么一个梦想：一个高贵美丽的年轻上海女孩，一个真正的小公主，高高在上不可一世，只可远观无法触碰，愿意嘲我的脸上涂口水，愿意践踏我的自尊。我会全心全意跪倒在这样的一位公主面前，亲吻她的脚。那一定会是世界上最香甜的味道。然而寻寻觅觅了那么久，我开始想要放弃。我意识到自己可能无法找到这样一个女孩。这样的女孩子们都太高贵了，高贵的连看也不愿意多看我一眼。要和她们说上一句话更像是“癞蛤蟆想吃天鹅肉”。她们就是我永远无法触及的梦。在尝试了所有办法之后，我最终无奈只能向上帝祈祷，希望有一天他能听到我的诉求。我想在2014年的1月22日上帝定是听到了我的渴求了。我记得我紧张地站在门后，浑身不停地颤抖着，说着谦卑的祷词。我默念着上帝一定会在我已经快绝望的生命中注入阳光，将我领向真正的美丽花园。那天我一定是受到了祝福，因为美的花园真就在我眼前艳丽地绽放了。当我用颤抖的双手打开门的时候，当我看到香奈优姬公主第一眼的时候，我知道这次上帝没有辜负我的渴求。这是我第一次如此接近真正的美。香奈优姬公主高雅的气质，精致的脸庞，钻石般的明眸，以及缭绕在她身上醉人心的香味，将我彻底地征服。我心中充满神奇的敬畏，双膝跪地。香奈公主的举手投足间都是优雅，她连瞧也不瞧我一眼，示意我卧倒在地，脸贴着地面，就好像我是一条狗。是的，我就是一条狗。在这样的公主面前，我还需要假装些什么呢？公主的靴子踩在我的右脸上，而我的左脸仍旧死死地贴在地上。脸上隐约传来的微痛刺激得我浑身抽搐。我希望时间就在这一刻停止。当我将身上的衣服一件件脱下时，我觉得自己好像把自己破碎的灵魂一片片摆放在香奈公主面前一般。在我灵魂深处，已经再没有什么肮脏和变态的欲望是我不敢展现在公主面前的了。我就是我，我不再为自己是一个变态而感到耻辱。上帝对我们说：“只要去寻求，你就能得到。”我卑贱地求香奈公主赏赐我喝她的口水，带着一脸的鄙视和讽刺的笑容，她将口水吐在了我的嘴里。我吞咽着公主香甜的口水，像一头赤裸的野兽一样低吼着。我斗胆抬头看着她的双眼，她赏赐我一记重重的耳光，骂道，“死变态。”我感觉自己的脸颊在燃烧，浑身在燃烧。当我终于慢慢地，小心翼翼地脱下香奈公主的靴子，直到她高贵的双脚完全呈现在我面前时，我都无法相信这一切都是真的。我满心惊奇地注视着她白净的脚底。我感觉自己兴奋到浑身的毛孔都张开了，我不停地呻吟着卑贱地蠕动着。香奈公主足底的清香穿透了我的鼻子，在我的脑中盘旋，带着我的灵魂，一起飞向了至高无上的天堂。我闭上了眼睛，安静地躺下，将她的双足轻轻地放在我的脸上，心中充满了幸福。。。。。在回家的路上，我路过了一树盛开着的美丽樱花。这些樱花又一次让我想起了香奈优姬公主。我离她竟然那么近，她的秀发和脸颊散发着的高贵的香水味仍然在我脑中挥之不去。这是一个太甜美的梦。银色的月光洒了一地，我站在月光下，独自玩弄着自己的影子，心中充满了神奇。